I am in college and I dislike a lot of nice people wish prevents me from making friends. I am pretty much a loner but I still make small talk in my classes. I just find people boring, I hate small talk, I hate petty talk.

I have been through a lot of hardship and I am witnessing the decline of my mother who has paranoid schizophrenia. While most people just worry about their grades and job, I have to worry about that and worry about my mother being committed, committing suicide and my own mental health. I feel like I have aged by a thousand years and find myself more mature than the average 20 year old.

Anyone have a similar situation?