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lyndy said:
I am 20, and now i feel that sex is DISGUSTING. Sometime i even want to throw up when my friends mention those horrible stuffs about sex to me. I used to have sex about over a year ago with my ex-bf . But i had never enjoyed it even once. And whenever i think about it, i feel i hate myself, i hate being a human that have to do these DISGUSTING stuffs.
Is it normal to be feeling like this? I'm worrying about my future, the marriage life...

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I first wonna say you are not wierd! Many ppl feel or have felt this way at a certain point in life. Even if there was never any sexual abuse in your past its sttill normal. Firstly I think you wish you had a sex drive and thats completely fine, I may be wrong so plz take that loosely the reason for me thinking that is because you botheered to post about it, you have reason to want a drive.

I'm 17 a virgin and a male, I think of sex differently despite my current struggle which I'm having problems with that are similar to yours only I am acting upon a sex drive and regreting it. I'm really sorry I probably haven't helped, I really do care tho, I would recommend a therapist but I know how tough it can be to see one...but in the end its really helpful =). I'm here listening anytime...

Dustin