Hhi unguy. So sorry you are feeling so unliked. That is part of the challenging disorders we face. They show us the darker sides of ourselves where hope is a stranger.

I understand how hard it is to socialize especially when self esteem is plunging. It is not easy to copy with CPTSD. I found these myths about PTSD and share it here
Myths & Facts about PTSD | Psych Central

It has been a slow process for me over the last year, but I have become more active in the community and it has helped balanced out my isolation on the outside. I have also found it has helped me build self esteem. This article explains that in more detail. psychcentral.com/lib/building-self-esteem/

Isolating, not doing things usually do, not feeling liked are symptoms of depression and may also be signs of CPTSD. I am sorry your therapists do not have hope for your future. Someone who specializes and is accomplished in coping with PTSD might be a better option for you.

Another option to consider is to have a psychiatrist reevaluate your meds because they do not seem to have your depression in check. There are professionals that will help you. See what options you have.

You can be a volunteer here at PC. There are no special qualifications, just a willingness to reach out to others struggling each day with problems that confront them. Answer the unanswered, welcome new members, participate in the forums. Those are all part of making this a healthy and healing community and you can help with this.

Please feel free to private message me or any of the Community Liaisons by left clicking on the name in blue to the left of their post) for questions or just to share.

I do know people here at PC that like you and who you are a positive influence on. You are making a difference.