I don't go for mental manipulation either. That's where I draw a line esp w/ all my issues. But the pain I receive from this sadistic part of him is beautiful & for some reason, beyond what I can understand, if makes me bloom like a flower. I guess I'm just wired differently. I wish I had known this when I was younger.
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Jodi Picoult
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