I don't know, I don't like the idea of only being able to do it on certain days, like an event. Apparently I still harbor a GREAT deal of intense resentment and anger from my childhood, because I was almost always made fun of, abandoned and alone in school. It never got better as I got older. Well, most of the outright bullying died off, but the walls and the alienation are still there. I don't trust anybody to treat me any better if I be myself and open up to them, in real life. There are so many catty, judgmental people in the world, and all it takes is one weird word or two to send them into a judging silence.