Hello,
I don't think your crazy!! I think you are just plain tired of people taking advantage of situations that in the real world where your expecting to pay your rent and depsoits just as the landlord says with no bargans and you do your part and also live as a tenant taking care of the peoples property, and your tired of seeing yourself or other's your son giving people breaks whom maybe don't appreciate what there being offered and we all have hard times and I am sure you do your son does etc.....YOU just get plain frusturtated to know that all this hard work and time and there are people whom think that they should always get special consideration??? I am not sure at all that was what your post was about...BUT you mention changing or your personality...Well I agree everyone changes with differnt circumstances to protector mode to analytical mode to mother mode we all have different aspects of our brain that kick in to tell us what we need to do and how we need to procede to act the way that's better going to protect us and those around us..I think that's perfectly natural and even more so when your around your family....Mother's instincts never go away I dont' think...Anyway sorry if I am way off but I just thought you made sense even if I am way off base.....Best to u, Nerak