Thank You everyone for your thanks, hugs, and responses. While this is not a new condition for me, asking for help from my peers is. I'm sure a lot of people here feel (incorrectly) like I do that this isn't so much a real medical condition as it is just a weakness with emotions. It took me a long time to see it otherwise. Sometimes, I stil do and I need to be reminded how real and difficult it actually is. Thank you for all the support you've given me and each other through these rough times.