I am having a hard time regulating myself - especially when it comes to my irritability. I am highly reactive to those and what is around me. I am flip flopping between a renewed hope, being irritated and the disappointment of things and people. It's not that I seem to be hyper aware of things (which might suggest the early signs of hypomania), it's just that I am feeling reactive to that which I would have usually ignorred. I am usually painfully nonconfrontational. This week I have been vocal about the wrongs I am seeing.