I have posted recently about the reasons why I distanced myself from some people which I used to call friends but who constantly made me feel bad about myself.
Some of these friendships are old ones and go back many years. It hurts to let them go and I feel guilty.
The point is, I am scared of being isolated. I live on my own in a big city and feel pretty lost. I can't count on my family. I don't have a relationship, just an ex boyfriend who struggles with major issues himself.
I am not very good at making new friends easily because of my depression recently. So this situation scares me a lot. Am I in danger of isolating myself? Should I keep on putting effort in friendships that weaken me and leave me disappointed every time? Or does loneliness weaken me even more? I don't know what to focus on here...