Borderline Personality Disorder, a disorder that has ruined me. I can't have a normal relationship with anyone without feeling the need to attack them or like they are always hiding something from me. Lying to me. I have seen my parent's cry because of the things I have said to them, but inside I scream at them telling them that that's not me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
My daughter, 14 months...and I just now feel like I can look at her without pushing her away or feeling disgusted. I don't mean to baby girl, I'm sorry.
The man I love. I can't look at you without feeling like your lying to me. But I know your heart is true by the way you are with my baby, with me. I don't mean to accuse you. I don't mean to fire ammunition. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I don't mean to do any of it. I really don't..