Crypts Of The Mind what you said then has actually helped me, I often feel a need for approval from people but what you said is true so thanks for that

Yeah I don't think I want to talk to her again, I was just wondering if its the right thing to do despite how she treated me or if I should be thankful that shes gone. Losing a friend sucks but she isn't that good of one.

I'm quite an optimistic person, you may feel the way you said now littleowl but who knows what will happen in the future. I always have hope because theres a always a chance that things can change, I accept the mistakes I have made and learnt from them, you cant change them so you may as well accept whats happened has happened but what you do now is up to you