I went through a few months where I only went out at night, when I was at probably my lowest point and wanted to deal with as few people as I possibly could. When I finally started going out during the day again the sun actually hurt my eyes and forced me to squint, I felt like a mole person seeing the sun for the first time heh. Couple that with my pale Irish skin and the sun ranks pretty high on my list of enemies, but as I've been trying to get out into the sun more I've been more tolerant.
It's like that saying about people who are scared of the dark, spend some time in it and suddenly it's not so bad.
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This too shall pass.
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