(((((((gostryter)))))))

sorry things are so cruddy for you right now..... if it helps at all, i lost 2 jobs between january and may - the first one laid me off, the second company shut down. both times i got so down that i literally considered stepping out into traffic. i was sure i'd lose my apartment, my pets, etc. 2 weeks after losing the last one i got my current one (which i hope will be long-term!) i have some issues there, but overall its a good place to work.

my point is just, even though i was convinced i would end up on the street, it ended up working out. you just need to keep looking, and you will find something........ i know you will.......i believe in you. good luck sweetie and keep us posted.....