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Originally Posted by d.o.a.
I only just realised that the fact that we're none of us guaranteed anyone that would love us scares me a great deal.. There's no guarantees I won't live my life alone  It just seems really sad to me that I'd die alone.. I only have one friend left after having been ill for a few years.. What if she decides to leave as well and I never make new ones! It's just really.. SCARY.. |
Man, sometimes I think that I would be alone forever. I'm currently have a girlfriend, but at times I feel we're not cutting it off.
And it's not like no one understands my schizophrenia. It's like a one way deal with people in my life, I try to be normal like them and take in their ways but its the opposite on their end.