I feel dumbed down, I stop in the middle of a sentence because I can't find the word.
Can't get satisfied. I don't know if I'm thirsty, I feel it but I'm not. I go out but don't enjoy it.
I m having low tolerance to anyone who gives me a hard time at work. I won't take complaints. I look at them in the eyes and voice myself just a bit louder than them. Just don't mess with me and back off.
Plus anxiety and paranoia. Some say I'm bubbly and happy. Sometimes people say I look tired. At work I know my helper refused to work with me. Some patients look forward to seeing me and wonder where I am on days off.
I can't get out of this funk. I forgot I was supposed to go to a meeting but felt tired and laid in bed until time passed.
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