Like so many with chronic pain, I've thought about final solutions. Just over a month ago, I was the closest ever with the means in my hand. I picked it up and put it down, I don't know how many times.

If it weren't for PC and the support I've gotten online from my three best friends here (anywhere, at that point) plus some others here's , I'd be passed by now. One of them--the closest to me--came down with her hubby in long, overnight trips and rescued me. I've moved now, have a new doctor and my meds are straightened out. I have a sleeping meds and a pain pill available if I still cannot sleep.

I don't know how you feel about meds Pierro, Skeezyks, and Thor ... for me, it means getting a good night's sleep and that (plus ice packs) lets me deal with daytime pain.

I wish you and everyone with chronic pain great docs and pdoc, the best support system, and someone or something that gives you a bit of hope when the going gets roughest.

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