Congrats on the cleaning service!

I've been avoiding this thread. I find it really hard to just stop being disgusted at how chaotic and messy this place is so I try to block out all thoughts relating to that... which doesn't really help the place get any neater. I did clean one room pretty thoroughly this weekend, but it's already messed up again.

I went to a home decorating presentation today that bummed me out. I don't even get how to keep things tidy enough to open the door to guests - decorating seems very far out of reach for me.