I had an experience yesterday that I can't get into detail about due to privacy concerns. Basically I walked into a death and a very sad related even. I speant several hours trying to figure out what to do, my adenalin running. I had a response where as usually I am miss calm and love me in a crisis, here I was visably shaken and could not process info well and make clear decisions. It was, I think a sign of health. It was a yucky thing and I had a response that was normal and while I dreamed about the event and I am sad, I dealt with it then for the most part. Sorry can't give more info. Let's just say I felt like I was on cop t.v. Was able to be helpful and present to a relative much later and i am pooped. I guess it's a ptsd thing, I am feeling. Feeling stinks, I shook and swear I thought like a drunk. But I had my response and feel healthier for it. Make sense?