I feel better now, because I rode my exercise bike. When I don't exercise, my mood goes down and down. It's been hard to exercise, because I hurt my knee six months ago. I've always had fragile knees, but now they are even more fragile. I have to balance between fighting depression and injuring myself. If I ever get where I can't exercise, then I am in big trouble because it is the only thing that helps my mood.

The dislike of sunshine often happens when I become depressed. I also don't like the wind to touch my skin. I can't make eye contact with people. I usually wear a hood even if it's hot outside. I feel like I want to curl up in my closet. ... Maybe I'm part vampire LOL