He seems to think I am snorting pills
anytime I touch my face, clear my throat, scratch anywhere on my body or face, this is an indication to him that I am hiding something from him. I hate the thought of walking on egg shells unable to itch my nose or face in the comfort of my own home. He's also gone to the extent of looking ALL OVER the house thinking he would find something, some kind of evidence or stash, only to be disappointed because there isn't anything to find. I have two cats and psoriasis which could be a cause of me wanting to itch my nose or scratch my body but as long as we have been together, he knows this and should know me by now.
He has agreed to speak to a counselor with me but it just doesn't seem to me like he's really that crazy to the point we would have to speak to a specialist. Is it crazy or is it stupidity? I even asked that he do the research if he cares enough to accuse me like this again and again, than he should do research on the symptoms of whatever he thinks I'm on and since he isn't doing the research he is either not smart enough or too lazy and those are two things that I don't care for at all. There is soo much to love about him, he is like a peaceful, care free, floating cloud that goes where life takes him and accepts everyone on the way, he's forgiving and selfless BUT we have this bizarre issue and its caused me to struggle with getting back to looking at him the way I use to...