I believe if you merely start counting your blessings and make a gratitude list every evening of 5 things you are grateful for that happened each day,you will start on a path with less resistance. Your thinking appears a bit negative and from a state of "lacking", although it seems positive (prayer). I say this from years of experience.
So the easiest way for me, at least is fill your head with positive affirmations.
"everything comes to me easily and effortlessly". Repeat is over and over and smile when you say it, and believe when you say it, and picture more good coming into your life. Now the lotto issue. I believe as much as I want to win, and need the money and deserve the money, that is not the path I am to take, although it would be AWESOME, right? I just broke my foot, and now will lose my job. I am not married, I have no savings...I first thought "really?" but that got me nowhere. Let's see where this journey takes us.