It sounds like you had another traumatic experience. I'm sorry that happened to you. {{{{{{{{{{{{{wisewoman}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm not sure how to help you, but want you to know that you are loved, and of course it's ok to feel this and to react to it and to do what you need to so that you can grieve. You don't have to tell us any more if you don't want to or feel that you can, but we're here if you need us.

Love,
Wendy