(((((((((((((((( bluebear )))))))))))))))))))
I know its hard to step out of the shell we create for ourselves and put your issues on the table for a stranger to dissect. But part of depression is that it lies to you and tells you that people don't care, that you don't care. It tells you that you shouldn't "bother" anyone with your issues because you are not worthy of care. Well I'm here to tell you that is the furthest from the truth! At the times when you feel most like hiding within yourself, those are the times when you need to do everything you can to fight it off and open up to someone for help. You did a great job of posting it right here! That was a great step for you to take.
I hope you keep posting bluebear....keep reaching out and keep hanging on to what you truly know in your heart is the truth. Don't let the lies of depression keep you down. There is help out there to get through this......
PC and the folks here, will not turn their backs....we're here to stay
Take good care of YOU!
Hugsss
sabby