I am so sorry both of those two events happened together, break ups are horrendous without the added pressure of a t break up too.
I really can hear how you would feel both angry and abandoned by your t. After five years working together I would really expect a call and an acknowledgement of your anger. This is a chance for more healing and understanding of your process. I hope you can find some resolution with your t today. I would want to talk about her lack of empathy and understanding around this.

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