Your story is similar to my child hood. I was diagnosed with PTSD from how I was raised. A lot of abuse and manipulation along with partying ways. Drugs. Booze. You name it. I had to grow up real fast.
However my "daddy issues" caused me to do the opposite. I crave male attention while at the same time I accuse them of cheating or doing drugs because that's all I know. I also have BPD.

It sounds to me that you can benefit in some therapy. Talk about your trust issues and learn coping tools to get over it and move on. Good luck!

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 300mgs
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN