((((((((((((biiv)))))))))))))))))))

how i wish i could give you a cuddle right now. i know where you are coming from. if you like read my post in creative or depression about how i've been, you know what i was like a few weeks ago, i could be reading about myselfreading your post, i felt, and sometimes still feel like you about my demons and being loved and giving love. but there is hope. i'm living proof. pm me any time. i know how you feel, sending you a big cuddle ((((((((((((((biiv))))))))))))) please never lose sight of the fact it does get better, it took me nearly losing my family, it gave me a kick start to begin healing properly and havingan aim in life. nothing seemed right to me, my life, my thoughts, my past. i am aiming to be a councellor first then maybe n to be a pdoc- it will take time but i want to make a difference. there is not enough help out there. rest assured you are loved and cared for here, please keep posting about your feelings and keep talking and crying if you can, it helped me rid me of my ghosts to a certain extent. i'm lucky, i've found a wonderful pdoc who was abused herself and she isfantastic and helps me through without trauma.
biiv you will get better, believe in me like i believed in you all and sabby.

love you, jinnyann xoxoxoxoxo