Hello Wisewoman --
It sounds grim and upsetting. I don't think we have to know more details to understand how traumatic this must have been. Your response does sound normal.
I've often had this little fantasy -- after reading mystery novels and watching murders on TV -- the characters are always so calm. I've long had the feeling that most of the rest of us (except those whose work requires exposure to accident and murder victims) would totally freak if we stumbled on a body in, say, our motel room.
I hope you will be able to relax and get some rest today. (((((Wisewoman))))))
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