Thank you all for your advice and concern.....he is already asking to come "home" but that isn't going to happen. I am so tired from all of the drama that I simply need a break. I am still grieving the loss of my mother to her illness and dementia. I have always had her to turn to...now it is just me and the children. It is also scary looking for work because I have lasting injuries from a bad accident I suffered 4 years ago that broke my neck. I am praying and trying to do what is right. For the first time in my life I am weak and tired in a way that is overwhelming......I pray for strength, I am 4 classes away from my BA in psychology.... I started taking classes when I was still in a neck brace, I felt that being idle would be the death of me and I would rather die than let my children down. Matilda the bunny is doing great. I also can't understand anyone threatening an animal. They bring me the kind of peace that I only find from being near my children, they remind me how great God is to have made such wonderful creatures.