Well... just finished having session with T. It was wonderful. I thank all of you so much for encouraging me to talk to her. I did begin the conversation by telling her that the angry, resentful, pouty Skysblue had gone back to where she normally lives and the open-hearted, centered Skysblue was present instead.

I was frank with her about my feelings of hurt and disappointment and I truly believe her when she said she hadn't understood the depth of my pain and had thought I had texted that she didn't need to respond. She was very sorry she hadn't 'shown up' for me and suggested that I call her in the future if I'm in such a crisis.

Like I've said before, she's awesome and I won't share her with you . She is so ready and willing to be present with any of my feelings even if and especially if they're directed towards her.

And, she knows I've posted on PC in the past and I've invited her to take a look at this post of mine. I don't want to hide anything from her. If I can't be honest and authentic with my therapist, how will I learn to be honest and authentic with the people IRL that I'm close to?

It's in session and with my relationship with her that I can practice being 'real'.

Thanks again, everyone.