((((((((((((((((( safe hugs )))))))))))))))))))
It's hard to read without feeling very deep pulls in relation and understanding. I'm sorry for the pain.
HOWEVER, it's wonderful that it's being expressed. Expression will aid in the comfort and care needed to heal. I think t is right...the adult parts that are capable that is.
Thank you so much for sharing. It pulls deep here.
Love,
KD