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WoW where do I begin. I guess first off I have such a horrible time socially, mainly because of what I preseve in other people. I went to the mall today, gosh I had been dreding it all week but my parents insisted I go shop for some new clothes. Between seeing all the happy faces, and my parents complaining as usual about money when we are fincially fine in my terms (we spend extrra on wants not needs to me until we cant do that we're fine) I about broke down.

My depression has seemed to evolved into a social problem too, I fear humans, so so bad, I see them living THEIR life, with THEIR personality, and I have yet to..I don't even know who I am, I dont seem to have what others do,..political views,religous views, moral quality, etc..I'm just human...an ab-normal human seemingly since I feel so outcasted. Even with my peers which are teens I feel...yucky about doing things they do..so i guess that is a moral..I dunno...I wish..so so badly..that I had a worth in the world, a way to be respected as we all are supposed to and be loved for just the way I am....i hope i find me...sometime soon..

dustin

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Sometimes I hate or fear smiley faces -- especially when they are on other people and are demanded of me. Lots of people seem to be afraid of other people's fears, and make them suffer more for it. I think not being smiley must be respected too.