First off, I can't believe your doc gave you vyvanse for depression WITH anxiety?! I take vyvanse for binge eating and it turns me into manic if I take it too often. It gives me terrible anxiety too. I often have to take Ativan when I'm "coming down". It just doesn't sound like a good med for your symptoms. And it definitely could of triggered your three day attack.

I think you and her should seek counseling together. For some reason she's not as sexual with you as she was with her ex and yes I would be jealous.

I also have BPD so I'm always jealous and mistrusting. My bf will bring up a time in college when he slept with so and so and I get a knot in my stomach.

It's a shame she won't open up to you. Communication is key in any relationship. Having the same sexual attraction to each other is very important too. Maybe this ex abused her in some way. Maybe she hates having sex!

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 300mgs
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN