Hello Supanova: I'm sorry you are feeling weak and useless. I know that, in my own case, there are things in my past that can never be fixed... never made right... things others did to me... things I, in turn, did to others. They weigh me down. No therapy can help. Things just are what they are & I must try to accept them. I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that you might find self-acceptance as well...