So I quit smoking a few days ago using the patch. It's helping with the cravings, but not as much as I hoped. Tonight I really wanted to go out and buy a pack. I was bargaining with myself that I could take the patch off and smoke a few and then go back to not smoking. Even with my body feeling so much better from not smoking, I still want to smoke. I know it's going to take a while for those feelings to go away. Also, at times I am bored to tears and don't know what to do with myself. Plus I have an anxiety disorder so smoking helped me deal with the anxiety and now I don't have that. I want to quit quitting. It's just frustrating me too much.

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