Hi Doublea
I also have a hard time with people. I do have a couple friends but find I isolate alot of the time even tho most days I guess I consider myself lonely. I do have persistent anxiety issues that keep me home and to myself tho. I can understand when you say you hear about others getting together while you sit home alone. Maybe hang out with family some nights? When I used to go to the bar I would strike up conversation with whoever was close enough to listen. Lol. Just wanted you to know you're not alone. And welcome to pc!