There only had been a few times that I've heard voices from my T's room. I can't remember I've heard laughter, but from reading stories from others on this forum, I guess that my T's has clients who joke around with her or are just more entertaining during the session. I once saw a man leaving my T's office and from the way he said goodbye to her I thought that he must be a nicer client than me.

My sessions are usually quiet. I don't talk a lot, though I'm talking now more than when I started. But still, I'm very quiet. I don't really joke around, I'm too insecure/anxious to do that. My T does make a joke sometimes, so there has been laughter in our sessions. I wish I could be a little bit more like my T. I once saw her interact with a college of her while I was waiting in the waiting room and she was joking and I wonder why I can't be like that.
I'm always afraid that I'm too boring. I know therapy is to talk about your issues and to solve them and stuff, but having a little bit of fun through is also nice.

I hae this even more with pdoc. I'm so insecure around him. I don't say much. It must be horrible to have me as a patient. My appointments with him are so short, because I don't talk much to him. He must think I'm an absolute bore.