My sessions are very quiet, tense, fearful affairs. When I express anxiety about this T is quick to say that we are doing good work and it's my process. I think he does enjoy working with me, even though we aren't light-hearted or laughing. Sometimes when I finally change something, like a long-standing pattern, he gets a goofy grin on his face.

My sense is that we both find my sessions fulfilling. I like that.