Thanks you for that. I think I'm trying to own their memories, their essence, the things they do...trying to cross and fill in the void. I just want to be whole.

What's frustrating is that it feels like I'm the only one here that cares about all this. The others just dismiss it.

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We'll be all right, she's young, much more emotional and less accepting. It's easier to just accept this for what it is and move on....dealing with it as you go instead of questioning every action, thought, feeling, emotion, oddity,...

We really don't sign our work because sometimes it's a collaboration mid sentence penned by different authors. One may start but an other might finish. It's weird how words, thoughts, sentiments, emotions, and feelings can effect a trigger mid sentence- It's like surprise! You are live! Ugh!

Most of us don't have known names because there's quite the crowd here. Yes, we are co-conscience enough to function, or we might have needed to be spoon fed. Not funny, lucky us.