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Originally Posted by Clara22
Please, sorry in advance for asking so many questions, but just to understand: could be an option for you to live by yourself in the future ? Or that it is not an option? I do not say "single for ever" but just to be living by yourself ( or with a house mate, like another young woman) for a couple of years?
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Hey, no that isn't an option, my parents feel that I need to get married in a year or two (arranged marriage- common practice in India)
I also have a younger sister who is of marrying age, so I need to get married soon.. That is one of the things that started this overwhelming need to seek advice, coz I don't think I am ready for it, I don't think I will ever be ready for marriage and all the physical intimacy thing it requires.. I know there may be (0.00001% atleast) good guys out there but am a 100% sure I won't find such a guy, coz someone like that wouldn't want me. So I would rather stay single of that would have been an option. I really really want to but I can't trust any guy at all even if I know deep down that they nay be good.
I know my situation sounds hopeless. But am seriously at my wit's end. And I don't know how to overcome all this irrational fears. I am also sorry that I can't share what happened coz I try not to talk about it at all if I could help it.
Thanks for answering despite of all the complicated and irrational things.