Okay, so I know you're not supposed to look up things on the internet because they can be anxiety provoking and such more. But, I'm trying to explain exactly what is going on in my head, which in my mind could be like 50% OCD and maybe 50% something else. I'm just starting to tell myself it's all OCD like, obviously hand washing is a big one (which I have, not just stigmatizing OCD itself) for me. Putting things perfectly in line when anxiety strikes. Re-doing things. I get intrusive thoughts, but it's like I can hear them in my head. I had an appointment yesterday and the day before I was driving and in my mind I could see this guy in my car and he was freaking out and telling me "Don't tell them, or else you'll die like me!" I also have a hard time checking back into reality when these thoughts get bad. Sometimes I can actually hear things, but you know that "inner dialouge" everybody seems to have in their head, it's not my voice. Sometimes it is, like as I'm typing it right now. But it's a lot of the time males and females and triple tone robotic voices every once in a while. I feel like I've dug myself into a black hole with all this stuff and it's becoming very irritating. I feel like it's my fault for some reason, but I don't TRY and have these things happen to me. I just took Latuda today for the second time, but cut in half what the doctor told me to cut in half, lol. Low 10 mgs. Sorry for the long rant, and I DO KNOW that nobody can "Diagnose" me on here, which is not what I want people doing, I'm just confused if I have OCD, Schizophrenia or both, according to the medications they've had me on. Thanks for reading.