It's strange because I'm quite happy about myself, I believe I have made the right choices in life and I'm somewhat proud of myself yet sometimes I do get low self esteem.

I spoke to my mum about this whole thing and she's going to try and get me some counselling which should help.

I did the quiz like you said Alone & Confused and according to that I could have mild depression/anxiety. I'd definitely say that the most prominent part if this is that I seem to have a big fear of being alone.