Oh you are none of those things biiv! That is your depression talking, telling you evil lies!!

I am also so glad that you acknowledge that you need the contact. That is an achievement even though it does not feel like it.

Continue to post - there will be a time when you are in a position to support others - for now - lean on us and let us support you!

That is what we are here for!

I might not always be able to help but I will always be happy to listen!