Something is wrong with me, really seriously wrong....
but i dont know why, how to explain it, what it is or maybe... EVERYTHING is wrong with me. and i dont know what to do with myself.
it feels like im going crazy, going to do something bad. i dont want that. i've already used every coping skill and helpful person i knew to help myself go through it. im at loss with what to do now. im only sinking and sinking in it. its not the way i wanted it to be. its all a mess, a mess i made and am still making and i cant get out of it. im messing up everything and everyone even if they dont even know it. my mind is twisting and swirling and im collapsing on myself.
some support please? please?