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Originally Posted by PinkFlamingo99
I'm having a really really hard time. I'm thinking about just letting them put me in the full time program, as much as it scares me. Maybe after 6 months I'll be way safer and more stable and won't need to continue and can just go back to her. I think I really need serious i intensive help, really soon. I think I might even agree to being hospitalized just to keep me safe for a week or so. I think I'm in danger. I see my pdoc in the morning.
As much as it hurts and scares me, I have to admit she's right and I'm in trouble and I'm scared.
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It takes a lot of courage and strength to know you are in trouble and know you need intensive care in the hospital. I think you are taking the first step in realizing this. I really hope you have better days ahead and you loose the need to hurt yourself. I care about you and want you to get better. I think you are strong, you just need to find it within yourself which I know is not an easy task. I am sending you hugs if you want them.