My reply to Mountainboard:
Hospitals help me with nothing I don't already know and make me go to useless addiction groups. My personalities are never allowed out but all other patients can behave according to their disgnoses. I should have written that I need to go the hospital for safety reasons but don't trust the psychiatrists who are there now. I went there last year to see a friend and the psychiatrists are very controlling men who will trigger my abusive past.