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I hate my obsessions as well. I have so many of them I can't even say how many.
I clean hard surfaces (counters, cabinets etc) 8 + times a day
I wash my hands 50+ times a day
I do the same thing everyday in order as far as cleaning goes.
I use antibacterial wipes in public to open doors or wipe an area if someone touched me.
I don't use public restrooms
I can only listen to track 8 of a cd
I check the clock for 4:44 44 5:55 55 etc.
I repeatedly check to make sure doors are locked
The list goes on an on and on and I know the obsessions are not practical but I can't stop.
I won't stop.
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Don't worry about the future or worry but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum, the real troubles in life are things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind of things that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Well dx is OCD, MDD generalized anxiety disorder maybe psychosis from a head injury I don't know.
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