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I've been cutting under my pants since 13 so for 26 years. Wow that's the first time I said that, I can't stop and lately been covering them up with tattoos, the tattoos I do myself because of my OCD so not sure if that's self harm ontop of self harm.
Do you just not realize it till you have a cut and see blood? Could be a little bit of both??
I know I am doing it because I want to do it. It makes me feel in control. Does cutting do anything for you?
Never really talked to anyone about it so even though been doing it forever, I'm new to discussing it.
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Don't worry about the future or worry but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum, the real troubles in life are things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind of things that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Well dx is OCD, MDD generalized anxiety disorder maybe psychosis from a head injury I don't know.
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