For me, when I am sinking I begin to try to fill the hole to make myself feel better. This last time, I was trying to fill it by renovating rooms in the house! I kept thinking, if this room just looks better I will feel better in it. Then I would obsess about every detail to make it perfect. But then, I am so overwhelmed with it all, I cant DO anything.
Well I am about halfway through the living room and have paint swatches all over the bedroom wall. But now that the depression is lifting, the interior redecorating doesn't seem as DIRE, but now I am left with these half finished rooms!
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