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Originally Posted by Krow
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I feel so angry, so irritable, so enraged. Every day. These are the people I talk to day after day. I have never let my frustration harm them by any means, even verbally, but it has built up inside myself. It has built to the point that I can hardly function in this system I so despise. My ultimate dream is unattainable by the laws of nature itself, the world I live in enforces a life I do not wish for, and the society which I reside expects absolute conformity. Where can I go from here without any purpose?
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Hi there Krow!
There is a giant trick that depression has that I think might be at work here. Your anger and irritation sounds like it is rational and is based on convincing observations that you have made yourself. This may all be true, but it may also be hiding a secret underlying problem with you that is very close to the root of depression. See if these notes explain what's going on for you:
http://egg.bu.edu/~youssef/SNAP_CLUB/BA.pdf 
- vital