Way to go! You've had to hold onto your thoughts of T for a looong time! Now soon you have the reward of returning and seeing her. Oh, you must be getting so excited and looking forward to telling her how happy you are to see her again, how you missed her, and how hard it was to hang on but you did and you are proud of yourself. Nervous will go away--she's your beloved T!

I'll bet she is also getting anxious to return and see you, too!